Wednesday, January 28, 2009

On the Stage ...


Singing for the world,
looking at passers by.
On the outside I burn brightly,
but I'm drowning deep inside.


Enclosed in a rusty cage,
being jeered at by my demons,
suddenly THEY judge me,
when I start screaming.


I'm told to hold my chin up
and appreciate my home,
but surely that shouldn't mean
I completely ignore the reality and problems of my own?



A woman hands her child a coin,
and he flicks it in my face.
The woman laughs and
the child claps,
my first "reward" today!


I want to act and dance and sing,
something to express myself.
Yet most people make me into something
I'm not ridiculing my personality, esteem and self.


Alone I stand,
strumming my strings,
my throat is sore,
and my fingers sting.


Emotions find sanctuary,
behind brown eyes glistening.
Everyone can hear me,
but no one is listening......

Sunday, January 11, 2009

You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that !

--- Charlotte, "Charlotte's Web"

Thursday, January 1, 2009

the lonesome journey .. half of U & half of me ...

Your footprints in the snow ...
'Beautiful'


The rest u know ...
cuz we can always complete ...
the broken .. incomplete sentences ...
which are always left unsaid ...
& even ..If.. Only ...the word
'Exactly'
is Used ......its always enough to complete the Unsaid ,broken sentence after a long silent pause !

what more perfection can anything Hold ...???
Nothin can be more perfect than this ...now ... can it be!