Maheenay.. Saal beet gaye ! your imprints on my life.. never left ...
Waqt bhi kia zalim cheez hai.. kitni juldi guzar jata hai aur zakham kabhi bhi nahi bhartay .. sirf taqleef kum hoti hai !
How to attain peace.. over losing something so ' Precious ' ? ( your words ) " God forbid. God forbid. God forbid. If ever a day comes when u and i are separated, or NOT THERE then i hope that u have some of my words stashed somewhere.....to remind you always, how much i love u and loved u in time. God forbid. Sigh! Even if u do....im just so used to being slapped by life JUST LIKE YOU that i just know how to absrob my tears. U i will never be able to absorb. I love you my wonder woman. My warrior woman! I just have never felt THIS INTENSITY all my life as i have for you "
"You know when i am outta my house i feel always that u are somewhere aroud me. I got me Music blastin' at full volume, and i drive around with eyes scanning the road like a scanner scans the surface of a printed photograph. I DONT FIND YOU. But i surely do feel you. bRings about a smile oin my face followed by a nod. U are there.....somewhere"
"You have filled my wounds and turned them into scars.... the marks exist! U HAVE scars too! Yehi hai tera mera rishta......."
"Preserve my words. I love you my Princess, my Queen..."
Faint traces of music drift To my ears in the lonely night Words barely audible yet familiar
A little too familiar this time Taking me back to times and places I never knew I had left behind.
Intending to turn the radio off I only manage to increase the volume Hoping you will somehow hear And miraculously return To sing each broken phrase with me Knowing it's foolish to believe you will I get lost in the memories each song brings.
"Seven sins of wantonness " and You were every one of mine We whispered the words together and Although Shimmer was always your favorite You were nothing but Bittersweet to me.
"Just a day, just an ordinary day" Never came close to being ordinary As you sang along slightly embarressed I swore I'd never tell, secretly listening closely I got lost in every word with you.
"One step closer to recovery" Was still too many steps away I'm left thinking of times and fears before You sing along so passionately I imagine you must be as well.
"These walls around me are the palest of white" And that was too much for me to handle I switched the song, leaving you confused Never attempting to explain my reasons You thought you knew, I'm betting you didn't.
"Let's start out, by starting over" Is much easier said than ever done You joked about old scars and I didn't laugh I didn't even hear the rest of the song For I was trying too hard not to react.
"These wounds won't seem to heal" But were just as easily disguised By your smiling face and sparkling eyes You sang along with a purpose I pretended I didn't want to know.
And my hands are shaking And my eyes are tearing up And my throat is raw with emotion I swore I'd never show again And I'm loving every painful second Of this torture my radio is inflicting.
I'm screaming the words now Louder than I ever have before Begging, pleading for you to save me From every memory I can't forget And suddenly there isn't any sound For you are standing in the doorway Hand silencing our history.
I walk over, barely able to stand And your fingers stop every word From ever leaving my wounded lips Music once again fills the room As you sing along to me And I start to forget how badly it hurt To watch you walk away.
Silently you promise forever And I reply with fond memory "Only forever?" Staring with nothing but love into your eyes I once again begin to whisper each broken phrase As you continue to softly sing to me And every memory is rewritten And every pain is taken away And every fear is silenced For you have returned to me.
There’s a strange paradise in this reality Something strange in my impulses and I just want to forget Where the excelled are accepted and my own Writing naturally rejected, and there it is now A strange paradise lurking about in my reality Influencing my every dream but don’t wake me No, don’t disturb the improvisation that is my Skill like a 1,000 year old saw leaving its rusted Root across 1 million years of putrid literature No, don’t interrupt the passion despite its mind Altering scenery, it will be chilled by the storm That delivers the words to your comfortable lap So you can collect them together while snapping This creativity, born of this bizarre, trippy paradise.
I am absolutely in luv wid dis guy ,his voice and dis song <3<3<3
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same
If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no
Baby, baby, when we first met I never felt something so strong You were like my lover and my best friend All wrapped into one, with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden, when you left I didn't know how to follow, it's like a shot That spun me around and now my heart left I feel so empty and hollow
And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking I should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave I should just let you go on and do it It's not amusing like I believe
It's like I checked into rehab Baby, you're my disease It's like I checked into rehab Baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease
Damn, ain't it crazy when your love slams? You'll do anything for the one you love 'Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there It's like you were my favorite drug !
The only problem is that you was using me In a different way that I was using you But now that I know, it's not meant to be You gotta go, I gotta win myself over you
And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking I should've never let you into my doorBaby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease
Damn, ain't it crazy when your love slams? You'll do anything for the one you love 'Cause anytime that you needed me, I'd be there It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me In a different way that I was using you But now that I know, it's not meant to be You gotta go, I gotta win myself over you
And I'll never give myself to another, the way I gave it to you Don't even recognize the ways you hit me, do you? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like, oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking I should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave I should just let you go on and do it It's not amusing like I believe
It's like I checked into rehab Baby, you're my disease It's like I checked into rehab Baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease
Now ladies, gimme that Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, now gimme that Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Now ladies, gimme that Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, now gimme that Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, you're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke all these cigarettes no more I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking I should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave I should just let you go on and do it It's not amusing like I believe
It's like I checked into rehab Baby, you're my disease It's like I checked into rehab Baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease I gotta check into rehab 'Cause baby, you're my disease
But Heaven which judges equally,
And its own laws will still maintain,
Rewarded soon her cruelty
With a deserv'd and mighty pain:
About this squalid heap of bones,
Her wand'ring and condemned shade,
Laments in long and piercing groans
The destiny her rigour made,
And the more to augment her right,
Her crime( that she Loved) is ever in her sight
