alone i sit and listen
to the sounds of emptiness
singing to me , the one with empty arms
and broken dreams
everything i ever wanted , seems
unreachable or taken by another
Is fate a cruel prankster , with an unfunny joke?
i wonder at times ,if Destiny
has deemed me to wander all alone forever?
never knowing a lovers caress,or the passion in his eyes
at times the emptiness is maddening
the tears fall and melt into my pillow
the lonliness enveloping me once again
i curse my longing soul
i watch others and still can smile at their joy
but at times , the hurt is raw
a reminder of what i dont have
and maybe never will
No one's laughter or knowing smiles
no cuddles in the break of day light
my words and cries heard whispered in the darkness
only by my god and me
so many broken dreams , promises
all came to me times past but do nothing in the now
for now i am alone in life
with unanswered songs
never touching the realness
of a lovers face and hair
only staring at the space of nothing and feeling more alone then i ever belived i could be
Never did i belive i would end up this way
to end each day hungering for the touch
of the one i love. But he isnt here ,
the object of my affection, the dark prince of my longings
Screaming in my mind , shattering my heart
like broken glass, i am tired of being all alone
i face alone the day in my bed ,noctural angel all alone
in the void of emptiness that is my world.
forever.
