" Wish You Were "

Gone away are the golden days Just a page in my diary So here I am, a utopian citizen Still convinced there's no such thing as idealism Memories they're following me like a shadow now And I'm dreaming And I've already suffered the fever of disbelief I've seen your act And I know all the facts I'm still in love with who I wish you were It ain't hard to see Who you are underneath I'm still in love with who I wish you were And I wish you were here I was true as the sky is blue I couldn't soon say the same for you So now I find denial in my eyes I'm mesmerized by the picture that's in my mind Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart For what it is Cause I don't want to keep on believing in illusions Sometimes I can't explain And I'm so sorry that I can't I'll try to concentrate On your true identity

You ... will always be .. My favourite .. " WHAT IF "

har Haal mai Bus .. Paish - E - Nazar ...wohi surat , maine Kabhi Rooh -E - shab - e - Hijraan nahi dekha

Tu is tarah ..say meri zindagi mai shamil hai ..

Maheenay.. Saal beet gaye !
your imprints on my life.. never left ...

Waqt bhi kia zalim cheez hai.. kitni juldi guzar jata hai aur zakham kabhi bhi nahi bhartay .. sirf taqleef kum hoti hai !

How to attain peace.. over losing something so ' Precious ' ?

( your words )
" God forbid. God forbid. God forbid. If ever a day comes when u and i are separated, or NOT THERE then i hope that u have some of my words stashed somewhere.....to remind you always, how much i love u and loved u in time. God forbid. Sigh! Even if u do....im just so used to being slapped by life JUST LIKE YOU that i just know how to absrob my tears. U i will never be able to absorb. I love you my wonder woman. My warrior woman! I just have never felt THIS INTENSITY all my life as i have for you "

"You know when i am outta my house i feel always that u are somewhere aroud me. I got me Music blastin' at full volume, and i drive around with eyes scanning the road like a scanner scans the surface of a printed photograph. I DONT FIND YOU. But i surely do feel you. bRings about a smile oin my face followed by a nod. U are there.....somewhere"

"You have filled my wounds and turned them into scars.... the marks exist! U HAVE scars too! Yehi hai tera mera rishta......."

"Preserve my words. I love you my Princess, my Queen..."

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And i did preserve your words.. your every word.

You were right ...

" LOSS IS ETERNAL ... GAIN IS TEMPORARY "


I will wait for u in afterlife..

Can't Let U go .....

A cigarette that gives out smokey traces ..
A silent drive to different places..

Alchohol mixed in a glass of coke ..
Throwing bottles on the side of the road..

Trying out Stun-Guns in a foggy night..
Wierd collection of daggers and knives..

Such foolish things remind me of you.

♥

Duno y ... luv dis song ♥