(Something I wrote a really long time ago )


He was thus,
Communing on his ship
On the quiet side of the Night...

She was not a little girl,
Heartbroken about him.
She was a grown Woman..
.. Smiling at it ..

- But they were
Wet smiles ..
With wet eyes .

Caged ..

A glass wall separates me from my site.
So that the world teasingly dangles in front of me,
Knowing that I can't touch it.
Knowing that I only await waiting to
Waiting for the animal,
clawing fervently underneath my skin
to find an exit,
to find freedom,
but mostly,
you.

Is Duniya kay
Rasm-o-Riwajon say ..
In Takhaton say ,
In Tajon say --
Azaad karo ,
mujhay Azaad karo ..
Han
Mai bhaghi hoon ..
Mai bhagi hoon
Jo chahay mujh par
zulm karo .. !

The Ghost In the Darkness ..

( Dedicated 2 the twisted memories of 19th january , 2009 ... Still haunting )


Your hope tastes like rain but so much sweeter
head buried in your hands and almost crying
I never knew you, not really
but your masquerade was enchanting

No better Harlequin has ever been
walking these halls, i can't remember
a better actor or actress even
you never stuck to just one gender

now you come saying that you love me
but could you ever love or are you pretending?
I never knew with you, not really
but isn't part of love not knowing?

I can see my reflection in your eyes telling
'Not a better Harlequin has ever been
walking these halls, i can't remenber
a better actor or actress really
she never stuck to just one gender'

So if we finally end up together
with only words and heart to bind us
how should we know who we are even
if all this time we've been hiding?

No More ...

Time and Time again ...
When I feel I can't ..
Take No more
Dis Ever changing world ..
Pushes me through another door ...

Cuz babe .. World revoles in circles
And my head spins Non-stop
In a never ending vertigo


Shallow bodies walk around ..
Heartless ..
And every time I turn around
I see souls
Shapesless ..

So teme babe ..
What's it gonna take?
For you to realize ..
Feelings run deep No more ..
Just a fabrication
On the outter most layers of the skin .

What is gona take ?
For you to see
There aint No lovin feelin no more ..
There aint no passion no more ..

The colours of the painting
all gone dark and stale ..
Cuz there aint no colour No more ...

Babe ..
Your eyes have lost the light ..
You walkin around in cirles..
Trying to blend in ..
Millions of faces..

You've lost yourself babe!
Yes you don't feel pain No more ..
Can you even hear yourself breathin lately..

What's it gona take babe ..
What's it gona take ..
For you to see...
You aint among the livin.. No more !

Zara par-e ...

(My 1st attempt ever 2 write in urdu :P:S .. )



Ik chand tanha khara raha,
Mere asma se zara pare

Mere sath sath safar mein tha,
Meri manzalon se zara pare

Teri justajo kay hisab se,
Tere khuwab tere khayal se

Mein woh shakhs tha jo khara raha ,
Teri chahaton se zara pare

Kabhi dil ki baat kahi na thi,
Jo kahi bhi tu dabi dabi

Mere lafz tu poore the magar,
Teri samjhon se zara pare

Tu chala jaye ga mere DOST
Zara dekh murh kay ik nazar

Meri kishtian hai jali howien,
Tere sahiloon se zara pare!







Man On the Run ..

You stole my peace and you stole my heart.
Made me a fool right from the start

Wouldn’t have been so bad except
This little game of yours
it fell apart

If I were you,
I’d dare not speak
I’d run like hell,
in hopes of seeing tomorrow

It’s such a travesy
the way you said our love should be

Yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me

Well, you better run now,
Man on the run

Playing for fun,
wind me up leave me undone
I was no toy
But u played me for fun.

Remember
Wherever you are
The black curse will follow
Of the destruction you caused
And left me hollow

These lips are sealed
I’ll never speak

Your name in loving memory
So don’t you try to make amends

That’s what you gain for playing me
If I were you I’d dare not speak
I’d run like hell in hopes of seeing tomorrow

Break my heart
and leave me now
Man on the run

It’s such a travesy
the way you said
our love should be

Yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me

Well, you better run now,
Man on the run
Playing for fun,
wind me up leave me undone