MY DEATH TO YOU

Seeing some many people crying over someone,
I wonder how many people will miss me if I die.??
Probably no one...

NO one will really miss me,
remember me,
or wear "R.I.P." shirt with my name on.

My eyes are wet as I found out the reality,
if I die,
it won't mean anything to anyone
They might even be happy for not meeting another freak for later days,
Cuz sensatation is what they won't pay.

SO realizing that ...
I approach a corner to cry,
should I die or should I try?

What am i getting from these Heartless people,
people... ha... With so much evil.

So ...
Why am I still living?
I'm no use but another hated human creation.
Everyday I'm here to receive pain,
and store it inside in every corner of my Heart and brain.

Death... come to me like whipsering quiet,
take away my soul as it's night.
I'm living for no one...
for no reason.