IS THERE ANYMORE ..... ?

MY Lord ...

I ask U ..
Is there Anymore... ?

All my life ,
spent in a Daze..
Dark Shadows,
Broken Dreams,
Shattered Pieces..
just dont seem to Fade.

SO .. tell me .. IS there Anymore ..?

Pain,sorrow & suffering.
All my life ,
i had Nothing.
& if there was anything I Truely Loved,
why was it always snatched away from me.

Still i never complained,
& accepted all that you had to give.

But tell me .. Is there anymore ..?

I remember bein seven years Old.
eid is coming .
and i should be warm & happy,
But instead i'm freezing cold

My mind is in pieces
My emotions are raw
Coz i know it won't be long now
Till you close your heavens door.

I see so much Pain ,
In the House I live in .
angered souls
of people I believe Most in ..

Hatred Scattered Everywhere.
Love was something ,
that was Never Near .

And i never thought there could be MORE ... !

Yet everyday ..
My heart stopped,
and tears fell down my face
After such a brave battle,
I always Lost the race.

I never quite believed it,
& was Always overwhelmed with shock
I thought it was a bad dream,
and in a minute it would stop.

And time never stopped ,
it kept on going ..

I accepted with patience,
When my Own Flesh & blood
Those innocent little angles,
were taken away
wrapped in a white cloth
& buried in Mud ..

And Still i didnt lose Faith in YOU ,
This Thought alone Got me through
Those painful excruciating years of my life ,
Thinking U're the GOD
And you know what's Right.

& i thought There could not be More ....

Once was enough ..
But ..
i watched my heart break,
again & again ..
I became angry, full of rage
Why did YOU feel the need ,
to take all the Love away.

MY mom, My brother & i ,
We never hurt anyone
Or did anyone wrong,
And from the time i was five years,
all i'd been praying to YOU to save US,
for so long...

So if there is a god out there
I hope you hear me now
Why did you take my loved ones?
look at me now....

& tell me IS There Anymore now ?

Im broken,
faithless
and bruised
and if i'm completely truthfull
I no longer believe in you..

So if UR there please hear this prayer,
Please help me through this pain.
Please bring some sunshine in my life,
Coz right now its full of rain.

And Tell me ..Please .. Please ...
That At Last ...
THERE IS NO MORE .... !~